I know... [He sounds just a touch petulant.] So you should do what you need to.
[Looking at Dan Heng like this, being finally free—he wants to melt. Maybe he'll turn into a puddle right here and become the water element instead of the wind. He cuddles closer, somehow, enjoying the contact and how they're entwined with one another. Then he squeezes Dan Heng's hand right back.]
It's over...
[Those words are so big to him right now. He leans in a little more, and leaves soft fluttery kisses on Dan Heng's nose, and his cheek, and finally his mouth.]
I won't apologize. If he wants me to fight him for your hand, I'll do it.
[There's a little of that fire.]
I love you too much to give up on any of this. On us.
I'll go through the next samsara. And the next. And the one after that.
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[Looking at Dan Heng like this, being finally free—he wants to melt. Maybe he'll turn into a puddle right here and become the water element instead of the wind. He cuddles closer, somehow, enjoying the contact and how they're entwined with one another. Then he squeezes Dan Heng's hand right back.]
It's over...
[Those words are so big to him right now. He leans in a little more, and leaves soft fluttery kisses on Dan Heng's nose, and his cheek, and finally his mouth.]
I won't apologize. If he wants me to fight him for your hand, I'll do it.
[There's a little of that fire.]
I love you too much to give up on any of this. On us.
I'll go through the next samsara. And the next. And the one after that.
Whatever it takes to reach you.